Tuesday ...

Ultimately means i have roughly a day to get my readings done for Gender, Culture and Identity. What made me take that subject still baffles me ... so much for NO more gender studies subjects. :( Atleast its somewhat interesting and i've actually start to realise how gendered the world really is.

Bad thing is that tutorial is a serious mind boggling experience for me. WHY?!? Coz im probably the person who has bad England and don't understand what the f*ck they are talking abt with all their big mambo-jambo words. Excuse me, but this isn't English or Philosophy! Please use words that i can understand!!!!

This is probably the main reason why i have nothing to say every week. Its like they all have this sophisticated mind and conversations that just make me stare blank and nod and smile at. Omg, the worst is this Philosophy major guy who without fail has some philosophical idea every week. My crowning glory was when there was this one week which the tutor looked at him and said :'Sorry, i didn't understand what you just said' ... that my friends was me for almost every bloody second that i have been in the stupid tute room.

And why do u ask do i attend every week : I have secret hopes that TODAY will be the day i have my input and have something interllectual as well as some powerful England to throw in. But alas, that week has still to arrive and goddamit its already Week 10 - 2 more weeks till my time in this tute is up. All i will be remembered for is the blank face, awe struck, smiling Asian girl who holds a ruler while writes down what everyone else has their input into the topic of discussion.

Im so not looking foward to Wednesday .... :(